Neglected

Its been a bit over a week since my last exam. I feel as if i have neglected you ... my blog. I can't believe that time has flown by so quickly. And I have nothing to show for, for the time that has passed. A week and I have accomplished.. nothing.

As I said I would be.. I have been working a lot. I'm one of those workers that is always on call. Basically I could be called out to work at any time... when the phone rings.. I'm off to work. Surprisingly, I didn't go in to work this morning. If I knew that.. I would have made plans! But yea.. U never know these things.

I'm really exhausted. I haven't had my one day of sleep yet! I said that last Wednesday would be a day that I would just stay at home and sleep all day. I'm trying to recover from my black eye bags! But that still hasn't happened...

I must be really half-hearted in the things that I do.. I've been stumbling onto so many uncompleted things. But yes.. I shall complete them.. I will one day.

I have a craving for Mr Samurai food!! I've been craving it for sooO long but I just havent' had the chance or no one to go with. Ne one up for it? Let me Know Ks!

Hehhe This post is totally random yea... OOoOo and I need to take more fotos! I should post more fotos for you all.. but I have to take the fotos first yea..

Mish! WERE CAM WHORING TONITE!

Lisa... why are you working?

CaZ: Come Home already!

On the topic of Photos n cameras .. I need a new fone.. one with a good camera.. so I don't have to buy a camera too. My poor fone is dying on me.. but i'm so attached to it =(

I've been looking at the CECT IP1000 fone.. but i'm not too sure about it specs just yet... I don't think it has been released. I also dont think its got a keypad.. which is what is kinda holding me back.

what do U guys think?... maybe I should keep shopping.

On the note of shopping... I been doing a lot lately... ONLINE!!!! ehehhe Yes-Styling. Man I love the place... Just too bad I ain't exactly rich!

I shall show you all my purchases one day...

But for now... off to work I go..

Laters

r3minisc3nc3

reminiscence... today has really been a day of thinking about the past and all memories sweet and bitter.

On the weekend, I bumped into a few high school peeps. People I haven't seen for so long ... I think it's literally been years. Some how .. they still seem like the same ole people, yet different. Maybe its just me. This group of guys that I bumped into are all such good friends.. all still together.. they are really still a group. Then I think about my girls. I loved my girls in high school.. heheh .. we were the coolest, funniest and the craziest heheh even through all the heartache of high school and the divisions the erupted in my group... I wouldn't have it any other way.. I couldn't imagine high school without them. There were nine of us.. we were all so different... but somehow high school brought us all together. I will never forget the times I shared with all of these girls each one so unique and no matter what U could count on them to accept you just as you are... no strings attached.

But now.. after high school.. we have all seemed to gone our separate ways. Its no ones fault really.. we were all just very different.. choosing different paths. I still keep in contact with some of the girls. But I miss the high school days. heheh missed reading "what I did for Love" during econs class with Ms. Cooper wondering why Caroline was silently sobbing.

I think what got me reminiscing was the fact that I stumbled onto a half paragraph of a story I wrote about us girls.. one I started a long time ago.. but like a lot of things .. I haven't finished.

I really never thought that I would miss high school... but I do.. I really do

Not to say that I'm not grateful for the life I have now and the friends I have around me now! It seems I have come so far.. so many stories that could be told.. and yet so many more to be told along my journey.

I had a bit more to type .. but I kinda lost track for the direction of this blog..
so I guess I'll have to end with ...


... To be Continued ... another day...

I'm Bak

I'm bak!!!! Did u all miss me? hehehe... I know I finished my exams a while ago.. but I haven't been able to sit down and blog since then.

There is so much to say that I don't really know where to begin...
Well, first of all I want to that thank all you guys.. my blogger readers for the support and Jia You.. over the exam period.. You guys pushed me thru!

After my last exam on Thursday (the dreaded International Finance exam) I went out for lunch with Nicole for our usual Dim Sum and Retail Therapy trip after any big assessments. We went to 美心 to eat.. the food there was quite good. The off to the city for SHOPPING.. wow I haven't heard the word shopping for sOooOOOOOO long. But I didn't get to majorly spluge coz a. I didn't find nething I really really liked and b. I was sooooooo exhausted after the tri-fector. But it was a good trip hehehe

I finally started a new drama on Thursday too... I started Corner with Love. So far its a really cute story.. not brilliant as i'm not quite hooked it.. but its good. Da S looks really pretty in it and Alan Luo (Show) has this familiarity about him that I just love. I'm already half way thru.. mite review it when I'm done.

I've gone back to working my hours at the resturant now.. I will be working quite a bit.. just to make up for my slacking during the 2nd week of exams =(

On Friday, Nicole, Jasmine and Jason came all the way to eat at the resturant =) It was nice to have their company on such a dull and cold nite. Hope you guys really did enjoy the food and i'm sorry it was such a long drive for u guys.. I hope Nicole's driving back was not as bad as Jason's LOL Kidding >.^

Then there was last nite with KTV and Metz lets just put it down as an interesting nite. I find a sudden need to buy a beanie .. too bad they look funi on me HEheheh

Caz Left for HK today.. its gonna b weird partying without her these holidays but I know she's gonna have an awesome time... hehehe I have the other F2 with me neways

I have a feeling this holiday is gonna be an interesting one... we'll just have to see what happens. OoOoO and I have soooooooO many people I need to catch up with!!! I just don' t know where to start...

Missin Ya all..

-gone Corner with Loving-

[ Side Note ] Thanks for the plug Lisa and Alan

The Day Before

I tried so many tmes to blog today... but nothing come out... I didn't really know how to describe how I was feeling... =(

Today is the day before my tri-fector of exams... and to say the least I am petrified.. I think i've been sitting in my room way too long!! I'm soooooo sick of my room these days that I just can't wait to get out.. was gonna take a picture of my messy room 4 yas all 2 c.. but then i realise i really don't need that kinda shame LOL... nah.. actuali I just couldn't b bothered takng out the camera.

I think a part of me has already given up.. i've gone off the cliff so to say or just plainly burnt myself out. International Finance is the exam I think i'm most scared about... just coz there are no multiple choice questions, I haven't covered the reading, the lecture notes are crap and I looked at a past exam paper just to see if it was passable and I don't think I can answer even ONE of the questions. I know I always say this... but I just want to pass.. I just don't want to go through this unit again.. I don't think I can go thru this unit again... who knows.. hopefully I regain my confidence/motivation to study and I mite just scrape thru. It will take a LOT of effort tho =/

Tomorro's exam is Stats.. my general feeling about stats is pretty okay.. I think i can get by this exam.. I think I understand most of it... The problem with this exam is that I'm aiming to score in it.. basically.. I'm aiming for a 70% in stats just so I still qualify for Honors if I still choose to continue on with my Psych. Should be manageable rite? I mean this exam is just 52 M/C questions in 2 hours... not bad huh..

Finance... why is it a prereq. to do finance for my major...
Okay... off to see if I can do a little of International finance before I revise my Stats and go to sleep.

Wish me Luck? neone got a four leaf clover... i need all the help I can get =/

OoO Yea b4 I forget... I don't think i'll b blogging for a while... not until the final 3 are done I think... hehehe.. Thats if I can resist... see ya all on the other side... NO NO not the other other side.... the exam free other side where ppL like Lisa, Canh and Hadi are.. Okay okay seriously going now ... ByyYYYYEE!

Exam Emo moments

Yup... very emo rite now... I don't know why I let exams gets to me so much.. why I have such a failure phobia.

With approximately just 10% of my units actually covered so far.. U can see why the pressure is on. I don't think it has ever been this bad for me.. as in i've never had to cram so much before... I guess each semester is realy getting worse and worse for me...

Enough... i've had enough...
Just a few days to go... 忍 一下 靜欣 … 只要忍一下

**Side note: I wanted to blog thrash b4.. but all I can say is I'll get my REVENGE**

ArrRggGGh! another imaginary boo hoo moment

I knew this day would come.. the day I would wake up and freak about how much needs to be done... *mutters* so much for my organisational skills

I'm gonna cry.. but i promised myself before that I wouldn't anymore...
I absolutely don't understand anything about finance.. nothing... and further i don't understand how I could go to all the lectures (ITF that is) and come out not knowing anything. Losing hope.

Sometimes I wonder why I do this.. I mean study something that I really have no passion about. I mean I like what I'm doing especially the psychology half, but with the economics half i have no intrinsic desire to know more... its just another indifference topic. Maybe it just coz its exam season or maybe it just coz i hate finance that I'm saying this.. but sometimes I wonder what I am planning to do with my life

I have 5 days left till my ITF exam and 6 days till IF and i have barely touched a chapter of ITF and I haven't started IF yet. I know most of u guys will tell me I will do fine... ad not to worry... but I dunno... what happened to all my confidence... its as if i left it in my dream (I had a good dream last nite btw hehhehe... but i don't exactly remember what it was about nemores =/)

I guess its back to the books for me.. hopefully the next time I blog I won't be as hopeless

short note: I miss MSN =(

Its Just The Begining =(

While everyone else I know is almost done with exams and starting to relax a bit... i am starting to freak!!! As yea... for once... I'm one of the last people to finish *cries* now i know how it feels.

For the last 4 day of not blogging I've been crammed up in my room trying to study for the cognitive psych exam that i told yas about b4. BTW i managed to finish all 11 questions with and additional one day to memorise them. Aren't you all proud of me ^-^ ... but to the sacrifice of finance which i still have not touched and am petrified about having only 6 days to learn both finance units (thanks for the reminder ALAN!) . Must start that tonite...

Of the four days, two of them were net-less... i can't believe i managed.. but yea lappy decided it didn't want to connect to the net. You would think that would make me study... BUT NO... i went thru withdrawal and tried desperately to get it back.. and thank god it was... dont ever do that to me again. SO how did u celebrate... I Youtubed to the max (well not to the max ... no not Lisa style)... looking up all those vids that u guys kept forwarding me ... and after all that.. my conclusion.. FLH WO CHAO XI HUAN NI!! LOL but i still know where my loyalties lie (rite mishie)

I'm waiting for Cazamline to update her!!!! Are u REALLY gonna wait till ur exam are over... coz thats not fair =(

Anyway.. on the topic of today's exam... it was SoOOoOoO ... hmmm... i guess it was okaY. The questions that came out weren't THAT hard.. just my hand has suffered a lot of pain attempting to write 4 essays in 2 hours. Yup I said attempting... I didn't finish them... In fact i think i only properly finished one.. but they were all nearly there so I don't think it was that bad =)

Craps HELP ME.... I feel so free.. so light... so relaxed...but NO i can't.. m...u..s..t... St..u..dy =(
3 exams left 19, 20, 21... so lets c if i can live through this lot.. u'll hear me complaining!! hehehe

Alrite.. off to eat lunch.. yea i said lunch.. i didn't have lunch today just in case i felt too full and sleepy in the exam 2day ... i'm such an idiot =p
OOOoOOOoO and i kept up with my tradition of Macca's for brekky b4 an exam hehehe

Just another lazy afternoon

Woke up extra late today and then got rushed to work... pretty uneventful working day... except for this really rude customer.
I really hate rude customers, they just make u wanna kick them out rite there and then.. but in reality all you can do is that fake cheesy smile thing and pretend you didn't hear them mutter rudeness under their breath... then turn around slowly into the kitchen and fully VENT !!! hehehe the funny thing is, all the other customers today were also complaining about how rude that other customer was as, so that made me feel a bit better... like it wasn't just my mind playing tricks with myself.

Yea.. thanks for the well wishes guys! But i know I'm still sick... getting better.. but still sick. How do I know? Well, you kinda figure this stuff out when ur lil sister compares ur voice to a newly turned teeny bopper guy who has just reached puberty =/

*cries* I've only finished 4/11 essays that need to be prepared for the cognitive psych exam on Wednesday... I'M FRIKKEN SCARED NOW!!... plus I haven't started studying for finance yets... stress stress

Just think after these exams I can look forward to doing all the stuff that has accumulated over the whole semester + the beloved KTV (no longer cares what anyone says about u KTV ur still in MY heart)... I should write a list later b4 I forget everything.. like my aim to learn another 20 Korean words (HA! I wish)...

okay okaY... nothing left to blogcrastinate... off to go figure out how to write an essay about inductive and deductive reasoning =(

Noelle + Exams = Sick

Why oh why.. must I always be sick during the exam period.

Took the whole of yesterday off to sleep it off.. but I woke up today not feeling very much better. I'm starting to get scared about my lack of study for these exams =(

I called the doctor's just before to book an appointment!! Can U believe it!! I, Noelle called to book an appointment with the doctors... (I hate going to the doctors!) ... but they said they were fully booked... unless it was urgent.. I'm sick but not dying! So i left it...

OOOoOOo and in the midst of feeling sorry for myself.. I decided to watch the rest of dangerous lover (this mini drama thing that involved DBSK) LOL it was the funniest thing I watched all week.. and it did make me feel better.. just a little

Was gonna post it up here.. but decided against it coz I can't b bothered.. plus I'm supposed to be at work right now

CRAP I'm supposed to be at work rite now!!!!!!

OKay I'm gonna bbl (blog back laters)...

Lack of... Sleep.. and Motivation... and Time to watch Dramas

This is now day three of studying at uni.. and yes... I have resorted to blogging at uni.
Today I am exceptionally exhausted i think if i close my eyes for too long I really will fall asleep.
I haven't got very my done today but i guess its something.

No energy to blog nemores... lets leave it for another brighter day... I think i'll just go back to the routine of study

But i'll leave yas all with something I learnt from caz today...

"sheep and cattle produce 13% of our greenhouse gases" I shall not elaborate hehehehe
I think that almost made my day =P

Day One =)

Okay, I see why this is beginning to get addictive.. hehehe I can go on and on about random nothings and not get sick of my own voice =p jKz!

Day One of our attempt to study for the final exams proved to be somewhat productive. YaY!
I actuali sat down and did my work (most of the time) and although I didn't get as much done as I hoped i'm that tiny step closer.

Just got home from dinner at Dragon China's with Caz and Lisa after our study seesh.. as I said guys we are soooooo gonna be broke after this study week. I dont know if i can keep up with this study routine aye... soooo exhausted today as it is... but I will get more done.. I will do that essay... while imagining Lisa sitting there all comfy watching Hana KiMi.

I read a really good (not completed <- darts eyes at mishie) fanfic on the weekend. Its called Pictures on the Wall. I'm surprised at how articulate and eloquent the writer is. The characters were well written and seemed to come to life in my head... I cant wait till this author continues the story, as I am dying to read on. I wish I had her talent, but maybe someday I will attempt to write a short fanfic. I'll add it on my long list of things I would like to accomplish in my lifetime *nods*

Alrite.. back to the world of study... I hope I don't fall asleep.. cross ur fingers

*peeks* are they crossed?.. coz it doesnt seem to be working =P

Silent Rant

Its quite strange to think about other people's perspective of the world we live in.. I mean really question where they are coming from. I was quite disappointed today at someone's skeptical view of the world and their general pessimistic perception on the nature of humankind. I guess I was just too ignorant to ever pick up on how little faith she had in people.

Sure, there are times in our lives, that we have felt betrayed or deeply scarred by someone we thought was worthy of our trust... but what makes someone completely lose hope of the simple genuineness of companionship. What makes someone just deceide that everyone they will ever come across will be fake, and that friendship is not worth cherishing. HmmM.. I guess I was disappointed as I would like to believe that as humans, we are all in some aspect innately good. I have a certain faith in humankind, that keeps me thinking that this world is worth exploring and the knowlegde and experience that others possess is worth understanding.

But at this point in time... I find myself questioning... am I just too naive for my own good..

Last Day Of Sem

I've been meaning to blog ... but somehow never got round to it... time seems to just disappear so quickly these days. Maybe its coz I've been spending too much time sittin in front of my sister's laptop watching the last few episodes of Heroes. Go Peter Petrelli and Hiro Nakamura (how ever u spell their names) !!!

hmmmM.. maybe i should blog in chronological order.

Yesterday I had my much dreaded Lab Exam for Psych Stats. All I want to say is... I HATE GILLES!!!! WHERE IS HIS CAR GRRRRZZZZ WANT TO SCRATCH IT!!! 438! .. okay back to reality...

It was an 8 min exam with 10 questions and no not multiple choice questions, actual questions that required some sort of manipulation to obtain the answer. EIGHT MINUTES!!!! I got to question 5 when he said "Okay everyone one minute left"... I was so gonna cry... no wonder the average was 40%. Well, I only got 7/10 questions done. I didnt even have time to read the rest of the exam. *sighs* Oh well, over and done with at least.

After that horrible exam, Nicole and I decided to go for lunch and some much needed retail therapy (my lectures were cancelled anyway). Had dim sum at Dragon's Seafood, which was actuali quite good. Then all the way to Garden City to do some shoppin.. yes Caz and Mishie.. I raided ur turf AGAIN LOL. I Bought a few things and Nic (hehehe) was happy with her purchases.. but was really tired by the end so we retired home. Ended up doing more late nite shoppin at Morely when i got home.. but what can I say I needed it LOL.

Rest of the night involved a lot of procrastination and Heroes, which meant I did not get my tute work done for ITF =(

*****

I had a head-splitting head ache all day today.. OuuuuuuuuCh.. which is why I'm home so early on a Friday. Okay, so I'm not that early... but i skipped half of my last cognitive psych lecture coz I felt sick. Today was pretty uneventful, nothing much happened.. I kinda expected more peeps to rock up to uni being the last day and all, but the place was practically deserted! Plus, I got ditched by my sister who said we're going for lunch today at Samurai.. but never picked up her fone (I just found out she left it at home).

So instead in my one hour break I sat with Jason and Simo at the Ref (instead of catching up on my ilects) while they entertained themselves with my laptop. I almost forgot how amusing these two were... awwW the days of high school.

Okay... I think I'm all blogged out for today... can't seem to remember what I had actuali intended to blog about hmmM oh wells

BTW anyone wanna help me learn how to link other blogs?