Its all just words

New Habits for 2008..

Bottles to hold my thoughts and wishes

Why are summer days so humid. Makes me wanna sleep (under air conditioning of course). So I am Officailly enrolled in the Korean short course in Tafe rite now. How awesome rite? I am totally looking forward to it. Only problem is that if there are not enough students to fill the class it might to be run.. so I better not get so excited yet rite.

I have to wait till next tuesday to be able to enrol into chinese. Something about a specific day which they have allocated to enrol in a certficate in an applied language. Ah well, as long as it happens its all good. I'm also scheduled for a hair cut on Tuesday. I guess its not much of a hair cut... more like just a trim. I need to redo my fringe and try to get rid of the split ends that are coming back. Strange really.. my hair was so tame in Singapore... ahah maybe i'm just not suited for the weather here.. any excuse to live abroad for a while will do aye.

When shopping the other day with a few of the guys to get ed's bday prez. I think we were quite successful. Even had time for a massage in between our hard work as well. hehehe Shall post the photos up at the bottom. The day was an adventure from price checking to hunting for the rite gift. And gettting something to represent each of us in his 21st Bday prez. Involving perfume wars that I totally didnt start! Yummy Korean food for lunch. heheh The day b4 I had said I wanted to eat at Seoul BBQ and it just turned out Fel Bel read my mind =) and I thought I was the "psychologist"! Only thing that could be faulted that day was the heat. Even Lisa showed up after work to join us for a while.. and gave me a lift home yay no hot bus for me =)

Been hibernating due to the heat lately... Nothing much to but WATCH DRAMAS =)

Watching "Why WHy Love" rite now.. and I am half way thru it already. Its petty good.. kinda emphases the fact that only the people who u trust and value the most are able to hurt u the most.

Hmmm I wonder if neone know if you can do music as a first year unit without any prerequistes? I have one moe first year unit to do as an elective and since the way my econs units are structured for the money and banking major, I can't do Jap in the second semester. Meaning I have one more unit to do and I dont wanna waste the oppotunity.. I want to be able to learn something that I want and have interest in. I won't be wasting my time on courses that are easy just to push up my GPA.

我們的歌 is now playing in the background.. and for some reason.. I feel at peace. hmmm

Leaving U all with the photos

Lunch at SeouL BBQ... Hmm I thought I was

gonna try the Bibimbap there.. what happened?

Fel, ALi and Caz.

Fel and Caz: totally used to camwhoring

Ali: "Can u Like NOT?!"

Caz, Me, FeL.. the wind in our hair and all

Tee hee hee Miss I mean.. Mr Ali.. smelled like a girl that day too.. thanks to me =)

Caz on her massage chair.. It seemed to work all areas LOL

Catch Yas all laters =)

These days

This is probably the third time that I have started this blog post. The last few time I had typed out the whole post only to realise that blogger would not connect and that my post could not even be saved and therefore was all completely a waste of time.

So fingers crossed this works.

These days seem to be passing me by so quickly... yet at the same time so slow. Nothing much interesting has happened on my side tho. Prob coz I've been working everyday and every night which kinda makes it difficult to do anything at all.

Have gone through two weeks of gymming now tho. I think its starting to have an effect.. like I'm not as tired as I used to be. I guess I can really think in the gym especially with the music blasting in my ears and and I'm trying to keep up with the machine. Still contemplating whether or not to join for another month. Since I didn't go by a contract I only joined for a month and it costs a heck of a lot... well its a lot for me. But considering I do feel better gymming.. it mite be worth ding another month's worth.. at least until uni starts again. I dunno if I will have time to gym during uni times. Which reminds me I haven't sorted out my timetable for uni yet. Shall have to do that soon. Hopefully I won't be a loner again this year.. I always seem to have breaks at weird times where everyone is in class *cries*.

Tomorrow I shall go an attempt to enroll into my language courses in Tafe. Hopefully it all goes to plan. I went in last week but the offices close at 4pm and i strolled in at 4:10. That was suckky! So lets see how it goes tomorro. And I have to do a skills recognition test too I think.. ahhh my Chinese reading and writing skill have so gone down the toilet recently. Hope I don't do TOO shamefully. I better learn a lot from these courses tho coz I'm paying quite a bit for them!

Its strange but I kinda feel a sense of Independence recently. How so? Well, its strange for me to be thinking of doing all these extra circulars ALONE. I usually need the security of having someone do it with me. I dunno.. its scary but at the same time.. I know it will be good for my future? Does that make any sense? Lets hope I do okay and all goes well yeah.

I really really REALLY wanna do hip hop again this year .. I think classes have already started or are going to start soon... but the thing is.. doing all these extras cost money.. and rite now I just can't afford it all. I guess hip hop mite just have to wait.. maybe I shall wait for the mid-year classes. But watching all the moves in the cool video clips seriously doesn't help.. *envy*

Still so much to accomplish and the holidays are slowly withering away. I NEED to do all my scarp booking already!!! I haven't printed and sorted the photos from 2006's holiday with Lisa.. It need to be done... soon okay Lisa.. soon!

I think I'll end this LONG post with a dream/ambition I kinda just realised I really desire. I want to study abroad. Like I'm serious. It mite sound easier than it seems to accomplish.. but if u were in my position I think u'll realise how hard it would be for me to actually do considering my circumstances. I dunno. I don't care. I will study abroad even if it is only for 2 months. I will do it. Looking at prob when I graduate (coz I graduate mid year I have some time to play with before I hopefully can do honors). Its really something I want to do, and do while I am young.

Turning 21 this year... so many ambitions.. so many plans.. Lets hope 2008 will be a good year even tho from the looks of my last post it wasn't such a pretty start.

Aja Aja Hwaiting!!

Silence

As the warm wind blew across her face she knew that it was time to let go. .

Each day entails another fight.. another challenge.. another battle. And then sometimes it just dawns on you that maybe what you have been fighting for may just not be worth the continuious stuggle. After all the end result may not even be what you desired in the first place, and sometimes you just know its better to let go. There will be other battles to fight so this one has to be let go of. It may seem hard at first because you know that you wouldnt have fought for it in the begining if you didn't think it was worthy. But still what if letting go is the only option you have left?

... Holding on would just make her endure more pain. More unneccessary pain. With that in mind she let go of all she knew. She let go of what once provided her the security in knowing she could be herself. She let go and became the distant memory.