Exam stress has really gotten to me again these days. My head is constantly hurting and so are my eyes. This season is so depressing. So much so that I don't eat properly anymore.. and I can feel the physical deterioration and yet I don't feel like eating. Classifying clinical depression on the DSM IV. I think perhaps is because the sun is shining outside and yet I can't see the light. I know, I know.. I don't have it that bad, I know that there is only less then one week left and I know that I'm probably over exaggerating. But knowing all these things don't help.. not at all.. because I start to wonder what is wrong with me and why can't I deal with all this when others just take in in their stride.
This semester has started me questioning my abilities to do honours. If I can't cope now... what makes me think that I could ever survive honours.
I'm scared... Scared in my world of isolation... waiting for the skies to clear again.
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...its because full house ended isnt it :( use the hdd; it was meant to help u thru ur darker days ^^ full house is good but ther is better ^^
That reminds me of me!!! I usually PUT ON weight during exams not the opposite but seems to be the case this sem and like my sleeping patterns seriously twisted i sleep at 5 in the morning and today i woke up at almost 5pm!!! O_O" and i get so tired i dont even hear my alarms of phone ring animore either =__=" man long comments this time round! bahahhaha AJA AJA!!! HWAITING NOELLE!!! and CHEER UP!!! We will all be happy again soon =)hmmm... word verification this time is... ingsbe... SOUNDS KOOL TOO!!! bahahah XD
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